Happy new year!
God...
Embarassing.
On New Year's Eve (to be precise after the fireworks) I discovered a poem I wrote years ago. I really forgot about it - I thought I never wrote a poem before when I did the one for James.
Heck, and everyone had to see it: James, Chase and Foreman - they all read it!
Well, it nearly brought James to tears but I still think it's embarassing.
He told me to show it here. Okay, I obey and do so.
It was written shortly after my infarction and I felt totally lost of course.
Gosh, I'd love to hide behind bushes now!
We're off to hospital now and I will write down my entry about New Year's Eve later.
Embarassing.
On New Year's Eve (to be precise after the fireworks) I discovered a poem I wrote years ago. I really forgot about it - I thought I never wrote a poem before when I did the one for James.
Heck, and everyone had to see it: James, Chase and Foreman - they all read it!
Well, it nearly brought James to tears but I still think it's embarassing.
He told me to show it here. Okay, I obey and do so.
It was written shortly after my infarction and I felt totally lost of course.
The Untouchable
My mind is going astray,
Dark fog it covers my road.
Almost forgot that way leads on to way -
My thoughts they wander abroad.
My light is dimmed
If it ever shone,
My wings are trimmed,
I feel all alone.
My innermost thoughts now I hide.
The Untouchable I fear I become.
Behind thick walls I hide.
Would just the pain vanish and be gone.
I know it is you I am longing for,
But how could I ever tell you?
Feelings I will share nevermore,
But still hope you'll enkindle me anew.
Alone I stand and hide my fear.
No one reaches me from now.
"Please, do help me out of here!",
I go down on my knees and bow.
Strange memories are rushing through my mind.
Could it be true?
You, loving and ever so kind
Made me all brand-new.
Better I hide it all
Inside of me.
Maybe you will hear my call,
Nevertheless knowing I love thee.
My mind is going astray,
Dark fog it covers my road.
Almost forgot that way leads on to way -
My thoughts they wander abroad.
My light is dimmed
If it ever shone,
My wings are trimmed,
I feel all alone.
My innermost thoughts now I hide.
The Untouchable I fear I become.
Behind thick walls I hide.
Would just the pain vanish and be gone.
I know it is you I am longing for,
But how could I ever tell you?
Feelings I will share nevermore,
But still hope you'll enkindle me anew.
Alone I stand and hide my fear.
No one reaches me from now.
"Please, do help me out of here!",
I go down on my knees and bow.
Strange memories are rushing through my mind.
Could it be true?
You, loving and ever so kind
Made me all brand-new.
Better I hide it all
Inside of me.
Maybe you will hear my call,
Nevertheless knowing I love thee.
Gosh, I'd love to hide behind bushes now!
We're off to hospital now and I will write down my entry about New Year's Eve later.
posted by Dr. Gregory House at Tuesday, January 02, 2007
5 Comments:
I am close to tears again right now my darling.
Believe me I am always by your side and you can trust ... trust in me.
I love you and you can ever count on me.
Aw, hun...don't cry...
You know how long ago that was.
I'm so glad to have you by my side I can't couch it in terms!
Yes I am glad as well to have you near me, but it is like I could feel all the pain in this words and it makes me helpless and I just want to be with you right now.
Did your patient leave?
Come over then!
No time ... I will have to see Allenby soon.
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