Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Happy new year!

God...
Embarassing.

On New Year's Eve (to be precise after the fireworks) I discovered a poem I wrote years ago. I really forgot about it - I thought I never wrote a poem before when I did the one for James.

Heck, and everyone had to see it: James, Chase and Foreman - they all read it!
Well, it nearly brought James to tears but I still think it's embarassing.
He told me to show it here. Okay, I obey and do so.

It was written shortly after my infarction and I felt totally lost of course.

The Untouchable

My mind is going astray,
Dark fog it covers my road.
Almost forgot that way leads on to way -
My thoughts they wander abroad.

My light is dimmed
If it ever shone,
My wings are trimmed,
I feel all alone.

My innermost thoughts now I hide.
The Untouchable I fear I become.
Behind thick walls I hide.
Would just the pain vanish and be gone.

I know it is you I am longing for,
But how could I ever tell you?
Feelings I will share nevermore,
But still hope you'll enkindle me anew.

Alone I stand and hide my fear.
No one reaches me from now.
"Please, do help me out of here!",
I go down on my knees and bow.

Strange memories are rushing through my mind.
Could it be true?
You, loving and ever so kind
Made me all brand-new.

Better I hide it all
Inside of me.
Maybe you will hear my call,
Nevertheless knowing I love thee.


Gosh, I'd love to hide behind bushes now!
We're off to hospital now and I will write down my entry about New Year's Eve later.

5 Comments:

Blogger Dr. James Wilson said...

I am close to tears again right now my darling.

Believe me I am always by your side and you can trust ... trust in me.

I love you and you can ever count on me.

January 02, 2007  
Blogger Dr. Gregory House said...

Aw, hun...don't cry...
You know how long ago that was.
I'm so glad to have you by my side I can't couch it in terms!

January 02, 2007  
Blogger Dr. James Wilson said...

Yes I am glad as well to have you near me, but it is like I could feel all the pain in this words and it makes me helpless and I just want to be with you right now.

January 02, 2007  
Blogger Dr. Gregory House said...

Did your patient leave?
Come over then!

January 02, 2007  
Blogger Dr. James Wilson said...

No time ... I will have to see Allenby soon.

January 02, 2007  

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